Notes on a Dragon scales

When I read adventure books in the childhood...
I never looked on last page like others did…
Moreover, I did not want to know what would be the end of the story…
I am not interested in the result today neither…
The purpose of this adventure – is Life!..
I like the process – the Adventure itself!..

Once I listened to the most fashionable and stylish music...
Then I listened to only Mantras...
Then I loved to listen to the Silence...
I listen to all kind of music today...
As all music is One Mantra...
And the louder it is, more clear the Silence is...

You constantly count everything…
You calculate chances …
You are afraid to lose...
And you will necessarily lose!..
Jump in Love with all the head!..
Stake all!..
And you will find Eternity!..
Only check up the pockets before to jump!..
Though if something has left - you will sink anyway!..

There is nothing, that it is necessary to Know!..
But there is so much of that you can Recollect!..

A good cock cawks directly before the dawn...
It is silly if it cawks at night...
It is blind if it cawks when the sun is already high...
It is lazy if does not cawk at all…
The Master does not teach - as there is nothing to teach at all!..
It ascertains the fact: "The Dawn is close!"

You covered from sun yesterday...
You’re laying, sawn on fire wood today...
You will heat with your warmth tomorrow...
The old weeping osier...

It is useful to wash the dirty linen (the world) sometimes…
When you immerse the linen (the world) in water (anything), the dirt emerges itself...
A little of soap (distinction) is needed - and the process of clarification has begun...
When the linen is in water completely, you do not see it as you see only water (anything)...
When you get the linen and look at it, there is only a form (the world)...
When the laundry is finished...
Water is water, emptiness is emptiness!..
The world is the world, the form is the form!..
But it is not the same world any more!..
It is Pure World!..
There is no dirt anymore as it was dissolved in Emptiness!..
The Dirt is only "your" interpretations and estimations...
Of this Perfect World!...

Always ask sincere and correct questions!..
As the correct question is equivalent to the right answer...

We do so much of everything...
In order to be poor and unhappy...
How to teach you to do anything, but simply Be!..
In fact since the earliest childhood, parents told us: "Do something! Do something!"
Nevertheless, the World Is full!..
We are those who create insufficiency!..

You ask me: "What is the purpose of this Teaching?"
I answer: "There is no any purpose!..
What is the purpose of kids playing in a yard?..
Simply Pleasure!..
To return to Pleasure and to Laugh – that’s the purpose!"

In the early childhood…
I searched for the lady…
In a huge radio receiver…
She told fairy tales to me every evening...
I looked into a whole and sometimes I saw...
Each of us can glance in itself …
To look for this "lady"…
Which produces the ideas, words, actions...
Or maybe there is nobody there?
Maybe we’re just the receivers?..
Maybe ideas and actions are not ours?..
Maybe we just reproduce it and consider it as "ours"?..
Maybe we are not different, but just there are different frequencies?..
On which we are adjusted...
We can accept then...
That we do not choose what to play...
Music or a terrible play...

I’m looking at my dog…
Somersaulting happily every morning…
I am too clever still!..

You have absolutely forgotten about intuition, about sensations…
You trust only the mind and the sense organs...
Why don’t you see the Light, but only its reflection, color?..
Why don’t you hear the Silence, but only the sound disturbing it?..
You cannot touch Emptiness, but something that limits it...
Everything you can do…
Is to create the illusion of infinite opportunities...
For the limited and imperfect sense organs…

Why do you meditate with your eyes closed!?..
Is it a way to find God?..
Or to lose the World?..
There is no meditation while there is a difference between them!..

The Reason of the Reasons is not in the Beginning of the Beginnings...
But is in the End of the Ends!..
As though there is no difference between them …

I wish to become that boy, who plays in a sandbox…
Who has no purpose, who does not think of time…
Who does not feel division, means, does not have fear…
In fact, It was always Here…
So who is coming back then?..

When everything is told - let the Silence speak then…
All the words are different, nevertheless, there is only One Silence…
We come closer…
First - to the Silence…
Then - to each other…
And, at last, - to the Whole…

When I hear appeals such as: "To kill an animal in yourself…"
"To conquer an animal sitting in us …"
I want to ask a question then: "Are you bored living!?"
Then it is much easier, than all these exhausting tortures-practices...
I think that ancient people were much cleverer...
They tamed wild animals …
And those became their assistants and friends...

In a sick body, there is a very healthy "ego!"
Try to win the fight while you are healthy…
Otherwise you will have to fight on two fronts!..

You told me: "I Wish to find that Treasure!
I’m ready to look for it during the day and the night!"
I wish you don’t get lost in the ardour of yours!..
Therefore be ready for stops on a way!..